That's it, I'm 25 now. Pretty uneventful so far, I had a little preliminary celebration at various places last night, ending up at the library for my free midnight beer :). Today has been pockmarked with drama here and there, but nothing too bad. However, the night is young.

I'm kinda apprehensive about this, I'm 25, and to some, thats old, others, no big deal, and still others say that it's still young. I think I'm now in my own; about the time that everyone respects that I'm my own man, and I make my life what it is, no one else. Kinda wish that was the case; my life is dependent and made by the actions and feelings of others. I can hear you all now "no one matters but yourself". I'm sorry, I'm just too empathic to be so callous as believing that only what I want and care about is important. I guess I'm just real sensitive to the people around me, and I don't like when it's all awkward or uncomfortable. I'm rambling. Hey fuck it, it's my brithday, the one time I have to pontificate about my life. I want things to be settled and i want to have my fucking twenties, the kind that you look back on when you're 40 and you say, damn that was fun. It's half over. I've had some fun, but I need to do all the stuff I want to before settling down. I want to go to England, hop around the country seeing all the different progressive cities like New York, San Diego, Boston, Seattle.

As for today though, I'll probably be touch and go trying to juggle people's schedules until about 8 when everyone's free. That's when I'll head to the library, then when everyone's been there a bit, we'll all come back to my place for more fun.

I've already had a few pleasant surprises today, here's hoping for a few more maybe.

I apologize in advance if my sloppy, drunk ass offends anyone tonight. Special thanks to those who drive me around as well :).